A better Tomorrow

I wish I could say my thoughts & insecurities don't bother me but at times My mistakes, My flaws, My guilt...all seem to eat my alive mentally.
I can only work to better myself for the future, & Hope that when my time comes I have something worth leaving behind to benefit the people and the planet we share. 

Reality hits hard sometimes.. maybe that's why we dream, or have the ability to imagine, To create a better place in our heads, Because that Imagination is the Blue-print to a Better tomorrow.

Reality Hit's Hard

Realization

Growing up, You realize a lot of things.. fairy tails are not real, People come & go.. 
Whether we like it or not we're bound to life's unpredictable possibility's.  
We are told to Live every day as if it's our last, Because maybe it will be? 
But I'd rather live it as if it were my First.. 
When I used to believe So strongly...
Whole heartily in the Values & beliefs I rarely ever speak of anymore.

Holidays Aren't the same,But who's to blame, 
Imagination Dying down... 
Family drifting Without a sound. 

Looking back on my past I realize how much change has come into my life,
Not all of it good.. Not all of it bad. But Would I go back If I could? 
Without a doubt But that's not how life works.

I wish I could say my thoughts & insecurities don't bother me... I'm sure im not the only one.
My mistakes, My flaws, My guilt... all seem to eat my alive mentally.
I can only work to better myself for the future, & Hope that when my time comes I have something worth leaving behind to benefit the people and the planet we share. 
Reality hits hard sometimes.. maybe that's why we dream, or have the ability to imagine, To create a better place in our heads, Because that Imagination is the Blue-print to a Better tomorrow.
But What is a Blue-Print if it is not used.

I remember learning we are all capable of tapping into infinite potential
So deep inside,That most aren't even aware it's there. 

Those are the Belief's I strongly hold onto.

Randall Wade,

"I believe that your life, Is defined by what you believe"-(Left eye)